
Camera Buff1979
directed by Krzysztof Kieslowski
starring Jerzy Stuhr and Malgorzata Zabkowska
drama, films about films, poland
popcorns: 3.4 | film reels: 4.7 | overall: 3.87
I’m the kinda guy who likes tranquility in my life. A Saturday that involves sleeping in, playing Rock Band, eating a leisurely lunch while finding new and exciting apps on my iPad, lounging on the couch reading comics, spending loads of time cooking way too much food for dinner and then going to a late night movie, well, it’s a perfect Saturday in my book. A life that has few highs but also few lows. You find happiness and excitement in the small deviations and comfortable repetitions. To find a soulmate with similar tranquil aspirations, well that’s a miracle i wish for everyday. But… what if, out of the blue, inspiration strikes? Not just a small deviation of inspiration, but a full fledged, life-outlook changing, titanic of a strike? It could start small, but soon it’s all you think about, all you really care about, and all you want to spend your life doing. This brings us to the story of Filip Mosz, played with a perfect feel of innocence lost by Jerzy Stuhr. Filip was happy with his tranquil life. He had a loving wife with tranquil aspirations herself. A brand new baby that should take all of his attention and love. And a steady job that was comfortable. A life that was comfortable. But then an 8mm movie camera entered that life and changed it forever.
It’s harder to imagine that a little old movie camera can bring along with it so much drama when these days hardly a week goes by when you don’t capture 15 seconds of phone video, or watch someone else’s 15 second video on YouTube. But there was a time when holding a camera was like holding the world in the palm of your hand. Really, it’s like creating a world in the palm of your hand and then getting to show this world to everyone you know as they shower you with praise at how wonderful your creation is. That can be intoxicating. Sometimes too much so.
Filip’s intoxication grows slowly… He takes a few home videos of his new born child and his neighbors. Then of a concert at his company’s anniversary celebration. And before he knows it, some people richer and more influential then he want him to make movies for them. Movies that lead to public showings and film festivals and to famous movie makers. All the while his tranquil life is floating away behind him, along with his wife, his children and his friends. That tranquil life is no longer good enough, he has found meaning in this new life. And when meaning is what you have found, it’s hard to let go of it, even if it means losing the one’s you love.
Camera Buff’s director, Krzysztof Kieslowski had make many documentaries before this is first real feature film. And you can’t help but think there is alot of Filip in Kieslowski. And through his lens, you side with Filip. How can his wife not see that he’s found a calling? How can his co-workers not see that he’s providing a public service? That filmmakers are service providers? How can the powers that be not see that he’s speaking for the little guy? But that doesn’t mean Filip isn’t caught in the grip of obsession. That he has lost control and the cliff is drawing near. The ending of Camera Buff takes that looming cliff and turns it on it’s head and brings the film full circle to create one hell of a movie that I just can’t get out of my head.